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Monday, June 26, 2017

Cindy's Update: Amy and Liz

Larry and I are each aware that we have been absent lately.  It's been a busy time for us.  And we don't see much let up in sight for the next couple of weeks.  We recently talked about what we should share at this time.  I have agreed to post a much overdue update about Amy and Liz, which is the subject of this post.

After the second visit to our home by Liz and Amy, I met with each of them individually to talk about what had happened during both visits and my feelings about the situation.  Amy and I were on the same page about everything and she was very interested in learning more about FLRs as well as how Larry and I keep our sensual life alive.  Consequently, I have invited her into our home several times for candid conversations and demonstrations.  Larry and I have also gotten together with Amy and Mark on a couple of occasions, but they have been purely social.   Amy and I have talked about involving Mark along with Larry, but neither one of us feels that it would be good to do so right now. I have informed Larry that he needs to post about our meetings with just Amy and to share his reactions to what has taken place..

My individual meeting with Liz was a different matter.  It quickly became apparent that she was not going to take any responsibility for the way she and Amy set Larry up.  That really disturbed me.  I know that Larry behaved badly (and he openly admitted that, and graciously accepted his punishment from the three of us).  However, I expected Liz to acknowledge that she was purposely trying to set him up.  That was not happening.

Given where Liz was at that time, it also became apparent to me that our long time friendship was going to be threatened unless we resolved this matter.  It was clear to me that Larry did not want any part of being around her, and I can't blame him.  After two visits and discussions with Liz, I decided to take more drastic action.  I invited her to come to our home for dinner.  I let Larry know that I had plans to resolve our current situation with Liz, but I didn't tell him any specifics.

As we worked our way through dinner, it was still clear that Liz was accepting no responsibility and that the relationship between Larry and her was very tense.  That convinced me that I needed to find a way to get Liz's attention and to level the playing field between Larry and her.  So, I made the final decision to put my plan into action.

As we finished dinner, I forced myself to be very candid and bold with Liz.  While Larry was cleaning up the kitchen, I told her how I felt and let her know that the current situation needed to be resolved.  I then shared with her that Larry had accepted a very deserved spanking for his actions, and that I felt that she also deserved to be punished for her actions.  In the end, I summarized it by telling her that unless she was willing to apologize to Larry and to receive a spanking from the two of us for her role, our friendship was going to end.

Much to my surprise, Liz agreed.   I'm still not sure what caused her to agree, unless it was the fact that deep down, she knew she was wrong to do what she did, and that she values our long term friendship as much as I do.  Whatever the cause, I was grateful.

When Larry returned to the living room I asked Liz if there was something she wanted to share with Larry.  It took her a moment, but she eventually told him that she was sorry for how she orchestrated the trap that she and Amy had set for him.  I then shared with Larry that Liz had also agreed to accept a spanking from the two of us as a form of retribution.  Larry looked at me with total surprise, which then turned to a slight smile.

Liz had arrived at our home wearing thin, skin tight yoga pants with a pullover that came down to the middle of her bottom.  I was initially upset with her for wearing something so provocative.  However, I was now glad for it.  Since I planned to have Larry administer a significant part of the spanking, I wanted to to be meaningful, but I didn't want to expose her bare or pantied bottom to him.  I was well aware that Liz usually wore thongs (which is what she was obviously wearing under the yoga pants), so raising her skirt or lowering her slacks would have likely meant exposing her entire bottom.  The yoga pants worked out perfect!

I asked Larry to go to our bedroom and bring our basket of spanking implements.  While he did that, I brought a dining room chair into the living room and sat on it.  After Larry returned, I sat on the chair and directed Liz to come and lie over my lap.  I then proceeded to spank her with my hand.    I've gotten pretty good at using my hand on Larry.  We each love the intimacy of a hand spanking, especially when his bottom his bare.  However, I was not about to expose Liz's in front of Larry.  I also wanted to let Larry spank her with an implement and give her the harder portion of the spanking.  By forcing her to accept the spanking, I had gained the upper hand over Liz.  I wanted Larry to also gain that advantage, and I figured that a hard spanking would do the trick.

After several minutes of a hard hand spanking, Liz was beginning to seriously squirm.  I told her to get up.  While she rubber her bottom, I told Larry to pick out an implement to spank her with.  Much to my surprise, he quickly picked out a relatively thin wooden paddle-ball shaped paddle.  It is one that Larry and I both know provides lots and lots of sting, but does not bruise or produce deep penetrating pain.  It was an excellent choice and I was pleased that he didn't go for anything heavy.  I wanted him to be able to provide her with a prolonged spanking that she would remember, but not feel brutalized.

Larry then took my place on the chair and I directed Liz to lie across his lap.  She was quite reluctant and took her time getting into place.  Larry took his time getting her into a comfortable position before lifting her top above her bottom.  He then took the paddle and began to gently apply it methodically to her entire bottom.  "You can spank her harder than that Larry", I commented.  He then began to increase the intensity, but continued with a slow methodical pace.  It was obvious that he had learned a lot about spanking while over my lap the past months.  He was very effectively providing her with a methodical spanking that was building up heat in her bottom, but was not doing any serious damage to her.  After several minutes of this, Liz was squirming and loudly asking him to stop.  Larry turned his eyes to me for guidance.  I directed him to keep going.  A short time later I directed him to give her forty more very hard spanks with the paddle.   He smiled back at me, as if to say "It will be a pleasure".  He then began to slowly administer the hard spanks, allowing Liz time to feel the sting of each one before giving her the next one.  After about twenty, Liz begged him to just get it over with.  "Do you want the remainder to be delivered in quick succession?", he asked her.  "Yes, just please get it over with".

Larry again then looked to me for guidance.  I nodded my head to indicate that she should go ahead.  He then asked Liz if she was sure that is how she wanted to receive the last twenty-two spanks.  "Yes", she exclaimed.  Larry then proceeded to deliver the final twenty-two hard spanks with the paddle in rapid succession.  Before he finished, Liz went limp over his lap and began to quietly cry.  When I told her she could get up, she didn't do so immediately.  However, when she finally did, she looked at Larry and said "I'm so sorry".  It was at that time that I realized the front of her yoga pants were wet, as was Larry's right thigh.

I immediately took Liz to our extra bathroom and told her I would bring her some panties and slacks.  By the time I got to our bedroom to get clothing for her, Larry was there changing his slacks.  He expressed his sorrow for what had happened and didn't know quite how to handle it.  I assured him that it was not his fault.  He had merely given Liz what she requested for the ending of her spanking.  I then took panties and slacks to Liz.

We all eventually gathered in the living room, but it was clear that Liz just wanted to leave.  She quickly did and Larry and I spent the rest of the evening discussing what had happened and how to proceed with Liz.

We will share more as time permits and Larry will also share more about our relationship with Amy.


Sunday, June 4, 2017

Cindy Shares - The Importance of Kink in our Marriage

It's been a while since I have shared anything.  After reviewing Larry's
recent posts, it dawned on me that he has focused primarily on our spanking activities and has not shared much about the kink we each enjoy.  I feel that kink is an important part of our relationship, which has been a complete surprise to me, but I can't deny it.  The photo that Larry suggested I include is much more graphic than what I would choose and I really don't like the word "filthy".  I would like to change it to "kinky".  However, the message of the photo conveys how I feel about how we are approaching our FLR relationship.  Larry introduced me to spanking and kink.  And, I have found that I love both of them.  I love spanking Larry in a way that excites and challenges him.  I also love the fact that we can each share our fantasies and desires with each other, and decide together if and how to explore them.  When Larry asked me to spank him before we got engaged, he unleashed something in me that I didn't know existed.

I have also realized that Larry has not shared much about our continuing relationship with Liz and Amy.  Some of you have asked, so I think we need to do better in that area.  A lot has happened that Larry has not shared.

I'm sorry this is brief, but we have each been extremely busy with life's demands lately.  That is a good thing, but it doesn't allow enough time for the fun stuff in life.


Sunday, May 28, 2017

Another New Implement

Cindy has continued her introduction of new spanking implements for my weekly maintenance spankings.  This is what greeted me hanging on my closet door each morning last week.  I had never seen it before.  Cindy shared with me that she found it at a flea market a few weeks ago and couldn't resist getting it.  I found it quite frightening and definitely was not looking forward to Saturday night.

When the time came for my maintenance spanking, Cindy initially let me keep my panties on and directed me to bend over arm of our sofa.  She then went to work experimenting with her new toy.  She knew it could do some serious damage, so she really took it quite easy with respect to how hard she swung.  However, like the previous week, she decided that she would make up for it by prolonging the spanking.  And, yes, the panties did eventually came down.  The carpet beater has a very different feel than other implements I've experienced. I is not very smooth, so it 'roughs up' the skin, especially when applied to a bare bottom.  It is also large enough to essentially cover my entire bottom, so that creates a very different and intense feeling.  Used lightly, it is a very interesting new implement.  However, if used heavily, it could be really nasty.

After using it long enough to give me a nicely red and sore rear end, Cindy decided that I should at least experience the more serious aspect of the implement.  She announced that she would administer four hard smacks with it, and I would then be done.  She took her time with those last four, and I happy to be done.


Sunday, May 21, 2017

A Different Type of Spanking

Since we made plans to go to an Irish pub that has live music with Amy and Mark on Saturday night, Cindy decided to administer my weekly maintenance spanking on Friday night.  In a way, I was very pleased because I was getting more anxious as the week progressed.

It turned out to involve more than spanking.  And the spanking I received was very different than anything Cindy has administered until now.

After dinner, Cindy directed me to go to our bedroom and prepare myself and to wait for her in just my panties.  When she arrived, after gathering together a variety of toys and implements, the first thing she did was remove my panties and cage.   She then used one of her scarves to blindfold me.  I soon felt her working with my package as she applied what I realized was black leather cock and ball harness that had been hanging on my closet door.  When she was finished, she commented that it would probably help keep me hard during the evening and would make it more difficult for me to accidentally climax.  She then began to tease my cock and balls with her finger tips and told me that I was not allowed to cum under any circumstance.  I was told that if I felt I was getting anywhere close to having an orgasm I was to beg her not to make me cum.  That would be her sign to back off.

I then found myself being turned over her lap with my penis being clamped between her thighs.  She was wearing pantyhose, so it felt really nice until she began to squeeze her legs together.  After having my legs spread I felt her begin to insert something in my anus.  It was a large piece of ginger root that she had peeled and carved into the shape of a butt plug.  The only thing she was using as lubricant was water, so it took her some time to get it inserted.  As she did, I could feel a gentle burning sensation beginning to build in my rectum.  It wasn't that painful, but it certainly had my attention.  I actually found it arousing.

 She then began to spank me with her hand.  It felt very nice.  She also loosened up how hard she was clamping her thighs together, which also felt more arousing.  After a couple of minutes, she paused.  When she resumed, the spanking felt much harder.  She had started to use the leather spanking buddy from Cane-iac.  It stung a bit more and also felt heavier than her hand.  After about a minute, I felt water being sprayed on my bottom.  When she continued the spanking, the sting was greater, but still quite pleasant.  I could sense that she wasn't spanking as hard as she could, but she wasn't trying to go easy either.  She continued to spank all over my bottom and upper thighs with the buddy for what seemed like ages.  It still felt good, but I could also feel my bottom getting warmer.

When she finally stopped, I felt something very different on my bottom.  It turned out to be a plastic brush that is designed to brush a dog's coat.  It felt pretty rough and scratchy on my bottom.  At first she kind of teased me with it.  However, she eventually began to rub much harder and it felt very abrasive.  She commented how it was probably going to make my bottom much more tender for the remainder of the spanking.  She also let me know my spanking was going to be much longer tonight, so I should relax and not expect it to end anytime soon.  She added that she was planning to spank me in stages tonight.  After being told to get up from her lap, Cindy then used the red plastic brush to tease my penis and balls before she directed me to stand in the corner before we proceed to the next phase of my spanking.

After about a five minute respite, Cindy produced the control top panty hose that had been hanging on my closet door.  She directed me to put them on, which I did.  As I did so, I discovered that she had cut out the football shaped crotch panel and I was directed to make sure my package was put through it and exposed.

I was then taken back of Cindy's lap and she used the water bottle to
spray my panty hose covered bottom until it was quite wet.  She then told me that she was going to set a timer for ten minutes.  I was then spanked over my entire bottom and upper thighs with a leather soled sandal that had been hanging on my closet door until the timer rang. She spanked quite hard at a brisk and consistent pace, working the sandal around all areas of my bottom.  Like the earlier spanking, it stung, but the pain was not overly intense.  When the timer rang, Cindy took time to inspect her work while she teased my somewhat erect cock and she seemed pleased with how red things were looking.

After another respite in the corner, I returned over her knee, had my bottom sprayed with water again, and informed that the timer would be set for ten minutes again.  I was also informed that during these ten minutes the spanking would be solely on my right cheek.  When she started, I realized it wasn't with a sandal.  She was using a paddle ball shaped paddle that essentially covered the right cheek of my bottom.  She didn't spank at full force, but the pace was brisk and constant.  The pain level was tolerable, but when the ten minutes were up, I didn't have much of an erection until Cindy teased it back to life.

After another five minutes of respite in the corner, I returned over Cindy's lap for a repeat of the above process for my left cheek.

That was followed by corner time before I again returned to have my panty hose clad bottom again sprayed with water before having a small wooden paddle used for ten minutes solely on the lower slopes of my bottom.  Cindy again kept the intensity moderate, but the constant, rhythmic, spanking in the same area took its toll over ten minutes.  Like before, the pain level was OK, but I was beginning to realize that  my bottom was getting very sore.  I also realized that I was soft by the end.

After a final period of corner time, Cindy summoned me back over her lap with my legs spread to expose everything I have.  However, this time I was positioned in the opposite direction across her lap.  She used her left hand to tease my penis back to life and then sprayed my bottom again.  This time it stung like crazy (Cindy later shared with me that she had replaced the water in the bottle with rubbing alcohol.)  The timer was again set for ten minutes during which Cindy went back to using the leather spanking buddy to hand spank my entire bottom and upper thighs again, this time with more intensity and at a slower pace.  She also used her left hand to tease my package while she spanked.

However, when the timer finally rang, my bottom was very sore, even though I maintained an erection during the final stage.  Cindy seemed to love seeing how red it was.  By this point, we each needed a sexual release.  Cindy took control of that.  I was on my back on the bed and she mounted me cowgirl style.  I was very aware of my sore bottom against the bed sheets as she controlled our movement.  My package was still bound in the leather harness, which seemed to make it difficult for me to climax, even though I needed it badly.  Without going into too many details, Cindy climaxed and then made sure I also did.

At this point, we crashed and went to bed.  I was required to sleep in the panty hose.  When I awoke Saturday morning, my bottom was still somewhat red and very sore.  There were no bruises like I have experienced with a heavy spanking with the bathbrush.  However, it felt like it was still on fire or raw.

Even today, there is still soreness in my ass.  It was interesting to experience a less intense spanking over a long period of time.  And to realize the effect it can have.  I loved how Cindy took control and managed to spank me to a level I have not experienced without it being as painful as the more intense spankings.  It is a different type of control.


Tuesday, May 16, 2017


When I got up Monday morning and went to my closet, I found this implement hanging on the inside of its door.  Cindy had placed it there during night while I was asleep.  I will admit that I felt some relief because it didn't appear too menacing.  I was expecting something much worse, based on some side comments Cindy has been making.  I have also learned that it is a Leather Spanking Buddy from Cane-iac

So, I went to work feeling more relaxed.  When I arrived home from work and got changed before dinner, I found two more things hanging inside my closet door.  There was a spray bottle of water and a package of  control top panty hose.  I found those two items interesting and I asked Cindy why she placed them there.  She just smiled and said, "You'll see Saturday night."  I think I know what she has in mind, but I have learned to never feel sure about anything Cindy plans.

This morning, another item had appeared.  It was a large piece of ginger root.  I clearly understand what that is for!  Figging is something that Cindy and I have talked about, but never tried.

Who knows (only Cindy) if anything else will appear before Saturday night.  If she is trying to mess with my head, she is doing a good job.


Sunday, May 14, 2017

Introducing New Implements - The Naughty Stick

A few weeks ago, Cindy commented that she wanted to begin introducing some new implements for my weekly maintenance spankings.  She felt that our repertoire was becoming too routine and she wondered if introducing new spanking tools would increase the effectiveness of these spankings.

I didn't think much about it the next two Saturday nights because the maintenance spankings continued with our normal routine, which is usually me spending time over her lap being spanked very firmly with a hairbrush, wooden paddle, or short leather strap.

However, last Monday things changed.  When I arrived home from work and
went into our bedroom to change, I noticed a long wooden spanking implement hanging from the hook inside my closet door.  It was made of maple wood and was two feet long, over an inch wide, and 1/4 inch thick.  When we sat down to eat dinner Cindy asked me what I thought about my first new discipline implement.  "It looks quite frightening" I replied.  She just smiled and said that she thought it would probably be quite effective.  She then shared with me that she has purchased several new implements, and that this one is a "Naughty Stick" from a firm called Cane-iac.  She also let me know that I can expect a new implement to appear on my closet door each Monday morning and it will be utilized for my maintenance spanking the following Saturday night.  She also expressed her concern that I seemed to be developing a bit of an attitude at times, so I can expect the maintenance spankings to become more intense.

So, for the past week, every time I opened my closet door, I had to look at what was going to be used on my bottom at the end of the week.

When Saturday night arrived, Cindy took me to our bedroom for my maintenance spanking.  She began by sitting on a bench at the food of our bed, lowering my trousers and panties, and turning me over her lap for a lengthy warm-up spanking.  This is usually part of her routine, but this week's warm-up seemed a bit longer.  When she finished, she noticed that my penis was straining against my cage.  She commented to me that she hoped I had enjoyed the warm-up, because she doubted that I will enjoy the Naughty Stick.

I was then directed to bring her the Naughty Stick and lower myself over her lap again.  She then proceeded to firmly use the stick on my warmed up bottom.  She started out rather easy and worked her way up an down my bottom.  It produced a very effective stinging sensation, which I sort of enjoyed in the beginning.  However, as she increased the intensity and speed with which she spanked, it quickly became very uncomfortable.  After a time, she had me get up and look at my bottom in the mirror.  It was much redder than I expected.

She then decided that the Naughty Stick was long enough to be used with me lying face down on the bed.  She directed me to lie over a pile of pillows on our bed with by bottom elevated and exposed.  Taking the Naughty Stick she teased me with it again by lightly tapping my bottom as she found an appropriate range with which to swing it.  Then, without warning, she administered a full force swing that bridged both cheeks.  Yeoww!  Did that sting!  It felt ten times more intense than when she applied it with me over her knee.  I usually prefer sting to thud with respect to spanking implements.  But this stung far more than anything I have experienced.  It came on suddenly, as would be expected, and then continued to intensify, before eventually fading out.  Perhaps it is due to the type of wood (hard maple).  However, I also suspect it has to do with the fact that the paddle is narrow and covers both checks, and that she could swing it with much greater force when I wasn't over her knee.

I didn't count them, but I think she gave me at least twenty-five hard strokes with the Stick in that position.  She took her time and let the sting of each stroke subside before applying the next.  By the time she was ready to stop I was begging her to stop.  "I think we found a winner", she shared as she finished.  I was grateful that she then gently applied some moisturizing lotion to my sore and reddened bottom.  This was, by far, the hardest maintenance spanking she has given me.

I'm not really looking forward to seeing what her next new implement will be.  However, I will admit that Cindy definitely has my attention at the moment.  And, that appears to be her goal.


Friday, May 12, 2017

Update on Liz and Amy

I should probably let Cindy provide this update, but I know she is very busy at this time and has some reservations about us continuing this blog.  She hasn't enjoyed the stress it has put on both of us the past week. I don't blame her for feeling that way.  However, I don't want to let one person have that much influence on our lives.  We have both been stressed and frustrated and we are each handling the situation in our own way.  Cindy submitted our last post and then has gone quiet.  However, I know she really appreciated the positive responses she received.  I would also like to share that they were the only responses we received, so no comments were ignored or blocked.  I, on the other hand, initially went into a bit of recluse mode.  But, I am now ready to share again.

I thought I would begin with an update on our relationship with Liz and Amy.  I am sharing second hand information, because all recent contact with each of them has been by Cindy.  Cindy has met with each of them individually.  She reported that her meeting with Liz seemed to be frustrating for both of them.  Cindy tried to explore why Liz hasn't talked with her fiance about her interest in FLR and domestic discipline.   Cindy reported that Liz seemed to think that it would all work itself out.  Cindy feels like Liz is accustomed to having her own way and assumes that she will continue to be able to do so.  She shared that with Liz.  After talking with Cindy, I agree with her.  Also, Cindy knows Liz's fiance better than I do and she feels that he is quite submissive.  Maybe Liz is right.  I guess time will tell.

Her meeting with Amy was completely different. Amy continued to ask Cindy about our relationship.  She continued to be very interested in how we found ways to discuss our individual sexual needs and kinky interests, as well as how we found ways to blend those needs together.   Cindy also knows Amy's fiance better than me and she feels they are both of similar temperment.  They also seem to be having an ongoing conversation about their needs and desires. She shared those observations with Amy and encouraged her to continue to have an open dialogue and to be flexible with each other.

I should also share that in her individual discussions with Liz and Amy, Cindy told them about this blog for the first time.  She didn't want to take a chance on either one of them discovering the blog and recognizing that they were in it.  Even though we don't use our own names for this blog, nor do we use the real names of anyone we talk about, it wouldn't be very hard for Liz or Amy to recognize themselves if they read our posts.    They each expressed that they were OK with this.  Cindy and I also strongly feel that we will not share anything in this blog about Liz or Amy that would surprise them. They are good friends and should learn our thoughts about them directly from us, not by reading what we write about them in a blog.  That may be difficult to achieve, but we are committed to doing our best to achieve it.  It will take active communications.


Tuesday, May 9, 2017

Cindy's Reflections: 'Fake News' or 'Real'?

I am sharing this post because Larry's blog has recently been receiving multiple comments from what appears to be the same anonymous user (based upon the language he uses).  These comments accuse Larry of being a fake and that this blog is not real.  This makes me sad and mad.  Larry started this blog because I suggested he do so.  I thought it would be a good way for him to be able to share more about himself and our life together.  He writes very well, but doesn't communicate as well verbally.  He also doesn't easily share his feelings.  Because of that, I find it interesting that one of the reasons the commenter feels this blog is fake is because Larry doesn't share his feelings.  I now feel responsible for the pain that Larry is feeling about these comments.

Based on advice that we received a month or so ago from one of our readers about an anonymous commenter that seemed to be trying to cause trouble, I have now been directing Larry to delete these comments.  The advice we received indicated that most blogs don't tolerate individuals who try to cause trouble.  We don't know for sure, but it appears that the same person who submitted the original troubling comments is the same person who has changed tactics and is now submitting the current accusations.

Tonight I learned that we can moderate the comments we receive and I have now changed our settings to allow us to review comments before they are published.  I'm saddened that we have to do that.  We will do our best to quickly review comments and post them.  However, we will not allow comments from what appears to be an isolated individual who originally didn't like what we posted and is now trying to find a way to discredit what we are trying to share and our desire to learn from other individuals.

I am also saddened that our current President seems to have created a concept of fake news.  It now appears that if we see any news or information that we don't agree with, the easy answer is to label it as fake news.  I realize there is fake news out there.  However, I also feel that is much too easy for anyone to claim 'fake news' for anything they don't like.

So, I will leave it up to our readers to decide whether you feel we are a couple trying to find a way to learn and grow with respect to FLR, DD, and kinky sex, or whether we are fake news.  On behalf of Larry, I will promise that any comment received from a registered user with a detailed profile and history will be published, regardless of the position it takes. I will not make the same promise for anonymous users or someone who has recently created a profile.  They will be evaluated more carefully.  Our hope will be to publish all comments received.

As I suspect many of you may gather, I am taking over the management of this blog for Larry.  He will still control what he posts.  That is important for each of us.  But I will control the comments that get posted.


Saturday, May 6, 2017

It Happened ... and it was a Very Positive Experience

Cindy gave me a very special gift last night.  I thought it was going to happen Thursday, but it got delayed.  Cindy is excellent at providing tease to intensify things.  She had initially told me that it would happen Thursday night.  However, I didn't remember that she had an evening obligation that night.  She didn't get home until 10:00PM, at which time she suggested that we wait until Friday when she would be more relaxed.  There was no way I was going to try to force her to offer me this gift when she wasn't ready.  So, another day of anticipation awaited me.

It was worth the wait.  Last night was absolutely amazing.  And, most importantly, Cindy seemed to have a  very positive experience.

I normally arrive home first on Friday and start dinner, which I did last night.  When Cindy arrived, dinner was under control and there was a glass of wine waiting for her.  We enjoyed the wine and talking about our day as I finished preparing dinner, and as we ate.  I also think we were each very much aware of the two elephants in the room.  I was eagerly awaiting when we would go into the bedroom and Cindy was apprehensive.

I let Cindy set the pace and took my cues from her.  I was determined to not ruin this wonderful opportunity that she was willing to offer. After a lengthy dinner, we cleared the table and cleaned up the kitchen together.  As we finished, Cindy told me that she would like to take a long, hot shower and would eventually join me in the bedroom.  At that point, I knew that my fantasy was going to happen.  While Cindy showered and prepared herself, I prepared everything in the bedroom.  I also used the extra bathroom to shower.

When Cindy arrived in the bedroom, everything was ready.  The lights were out and several candles were lighted.  Everything that I felt I would need was in easy reach of the bed.  Cindy was wearing a sheer black negligee with matching panties.  I was surprised to see how hard her nipples appeared, because it told me that she was excited.  She joined me in bed and we began to cuddle.  As I reached down to finger her, I realized how wet she was.  After a short time of mutual cuddling and fondling, she had me lie on my back and she released me from my cage.

At that point, things began to move more quickly.  I put a larger bolster pillow on the bed and gently positioned Cindy over it and spread her legs.  That put her in what I hoped would be a very comfortable position and allowed me to easily access her genital area, as well as her anus.  I'm not going to share too many details at this point.  Cindy has asked that I not be graphic.  However, we both seemed to enjoy the things I did to stimulate her and lubricate her.   When I finally penetrated her, I made sure to do it very gently.  I first just inserted the head of my penis and then slowly penetrated more fully.   I was hard for me to hold back, but I knew it was critical.  When I was fully inserted, I waited to see her reaction,  To my surprise and pleasure, she began to move her hips to stimulate me.  It felt like Nirvana.  My penis was in the tightest place it had ever been and it was moving.  I didn't last long.  But the orgasm I experienced was the most intense I have ever felt.

When I finally pulled out, I couldn't wait to turn Cindy onto her back and go down on her to provide oral pleasure.  The gratitude and pleasure I felt was intense and beautiful.  It didn't take long before she had an orgasm that seemed to overwhelm her.

We eventually fell asleep in each other's arms. We have talked about this experience over breakfast this morning.  It was rewarding to me to realize that is was so very positive for Cindy.  I can't begin to describe how positive and intense it was for me.

I guess I managed to do things correctly.  For helping me do that, I want to express my appreciation to archedone and others who have offered me constructive comments along the way.  Your support is greatly appreciated.


Thursday, May 4, 2017

Anticipating Anal Play

I initially asked Cindy if I should post about this topic, or if she would like to post what would be comfortable for her.  She immediately said that she felt we should post about it, but that she didn't want to do it.  She also shared with me that she didn't want me to post any graphic details.  I understood where she was coming from. 

After last Sunday's gathering with Liz and Amy, I reminded Cindy of her promised offering of anal sex.  She quickly acknowledged that I had fulfilled my part of the bargain and she would fulfill hers.  We then spent some time talking about it.  I knew that this would be important.  She was offering me a special gift which was relatively low on her list of priorities/desires.  And, I realized that if I screwed it up, I might not get a second chance.  Archedone offered some wonderful advice in one of his comments about taking it slow (several days) and using a finger first and then a small butt plug to get her ready. I really appreciated that advice.

Based on his advice, I suggested to Cindy that we take our time with exploring this new area.  I also suggested that we take time to let me play with her anus several times before I attempted to penetrate her.  She seemed quite relieved, which told me I was doing the right thing.  However, this was going to be difficult for me.  I was really anxious to have my dick in her ass.

After reading archedone's comment, I went on line and purchased a couple of toys that I thought would be helpful.  I still don't understand why, but after reading  archedone's comment, Cindy was concerned about me putting my finger in her ass.  Having heard that, one of the toys I purchased was a graduated set of anal plugs that I could insert using my finger. This photo shows the smallest one.  The set also included a bullet vibrator that could be inserted instead of the finger. I thought vibration might also be a useful source of stimulation that would be helpful.

I also purchased some small anal beads that I thought might be helpful.  I liked that there were two units of variable sizes, and that I could start small and see how she liked them.

We started playing on Monday night. I knew that Cindy was ready for us to begin when I saw an empty disposable enema in the bathroom trash can after dinner.

I started that night by using the smallest anal plug on my finger.  After lubricating the plug and the entrance to her anus, I used the plug to gently play with her anus with my right hand, while I used my left hand to massage her clitoris.  All seemed to go well for her, which pleased me.  I really wanted more, but knew I shouldn't go there.

The next night (Tuesday) I introduced the smaller set of anal beads, slowly inserting and removing them.  I then repeated what I had done the night before with the anal plug, but with the next larger size.  I was very careful to sense Cindy's reaction and was please to see that she was really excited.

On Wednesday night Cindy seemed to be excited for our time to play.  That excited me.  It also made it hard for me, because I had told Cindy that I would not attempt to take her anally until she said she was ready.  By this time, I was more than ready. We again played.  This time, I used the largest plug and the larger set of beads.  Cindy was definitely aroused, but she still didn't reward me with the words "I am ready".  However, she did reward me with wonderful oral sex.

When we were done, she said "Tomorrow night".

It is now tomorrow night.  I took this afternoon off to get my car serviced.  It took less time than I expected.  So, I am home and and anticipating a special night.


Tuesday, May 2, 2017

Return Visit with Liz and Amy

We got together with Liz and Amy again on Sunday afternoon.  We changed our scheduled follow-up visit with them for Sunday evening, due to a conflict that had come up for Liz.   Cindy didn't give me any suggestions or directions about how to prepare or dress for this meeting, which surprised me a little.

When Liz and Amy arrived, Liz was again dressed very provocatively,   This time she was wearing a short tight skirt that barely covered the essentials with a sheer blouse.   I'm sure you won't be surprised to hear that I purposely made sure that my line of sight was always above her shoulders!  Amy, on the other hand, was dressed more appropriately, but still in a way that could turn heads (she can cause heads to turn regardless of how she is dressed).  She was wearing informal, but form-fitting, jeans and a nice T-shirt that was snug enough to reveal her ample breasts.  But, nothing was over the top.  It was easier to just be natural with her.

When they arrived Liz seemed her confident self.  The first question out of her mouth was "How's your bottom feeling, Larry", as she reached out and gave my butt a squeeze.  Cindy saw what was happening and quickly advised her that she'd appreciate it if she would keep her hands off me.  I decided not to answer her question.

I got wine for Liz, Amy, and Cindy, but  I decided to settle for a diet coke.  We then got comfortable in the living room to resume our discussion of FLRs.  Liz took control and started out by asking lots of questions, many of which seemed to center on specific aspects of our sex life. She asked Cindy if she could see our list of fantasies and activities and how we rated them.  I could tell that Cindy was a bit hesitant, but she decided to allow Liz to see it.  That just gave Liz more specifics to ask about.  I didn't really mind, but it did seem a bit inappropriate on Liz's part.  I could tell that Cindy was becoming a bit uncomfortable.  So, I just sat back and let Cindy do most of the answering.  After all, Liz is her friend and I don't know her very well.  Cindy got very uncomfortable when Liz began to ask about anal sex.  She provided some limited information about pegging me, but didn't address our arrangement with respect to having anal sex with her.

I was pleased to see Cindy eventually turn the conversation in a different direction.  She asked Liz and Amy if they had talked with their fiance's about FLR, including things like the woman making all major decisions, chastity devices, and spanking as a form of discipline.  I was quite surprised to hear Liz respond that she has not.  This new direction of conversation allowed Amy to get more involved, as she shared that she and Mark have had a number of conversations.  Cindy and I both asked about Mark's reaction and learned that he really seems to be interested in FLR, various aspects of kink, and spanking.  He seems especially interested in kink and spanking aspects of FLR.  After we explored their conversations a bit more, Amy began to ask me more specific questions about how I feel about some things, especially chastity, keeping myself shaved, wearing panties, and being spanked.  It felt like a good conversation, and I got the sense that she was asking me these types of questions in an attempt to better understand Mark.

When the time came for Liz to have to depart, Amy made no attempt to leave at the same time.  Once Liz was gone, she became less inhibited and more candid with her questions.  She openly she shared her hesitation and lack of knowledge concerning how to effectively spank Mark.  She also shared with us that she just doesn't understand some of the things that Mark suggests to her, such as tease & denial, ruined orgasms, post orgasm torture, pegging, etc.

Cindy immediately picked up on Amy's questions and asked if she would like the two of us to provide her with better spanking skills and an understanding of various ways to control her man.  Amy was quick to take her up on the offer.  I was then directed to bring our collection of spanking equipment to the living room.  When I returned, Cindy there were two dining room chairs facing each other in the center of the room and they were occupied by Cindy and Amy.  I was directed to place the basket of our spanking tools on the floor to Cindy's left and then to stand along her right side.

After dropping my own trousers, Cindy proceeded to lower my
panties and remove my cage.  She explained to Amy that the first type of spanking she was going to teach her how to administer was an 'erotic' spanking.  I was then lowered across both of their laps and required to spread my legs.  Cindy explained that during this type of spanking, she should have a view of, and access to, Mark's genitals because the purpose of an erotic spanking is to keep him aroused.  Cindy they proceeded to demonstrate alternately teasing my cock and balls and giving me a hard hand spanking.  She made sure Amy observed that I maintained a hard on the entire time.  She then let Amy do the same to me, including teasing my package.

Cindy next demonstrated various spanking implements for Amy and allowed her to try them out on me and see the affect they created.  For each one, she would describe to Amy whether it was stingy, thuddy, etc.  She also explained to Amy that different men react to the various affects differently.  She shared with Amy that I prefer stingy implements and detest the heavy wooden items that provide thud and deep penetrating pain.  She explained to Amy that she will need to learn how Mark reacts to the various implements and decide when and how to use them.

Cindy then demonstrated and allowed Amy to administer what she considers to be a 'maintenance' spanking, each using a wooden hairbrush.  Before they started, Cindy explained to Amy that she does this to me once a week, usually on Saturday night, but that I hadn't received one last night.  She then demonstrated how hard to spank and told Amy that I should not be aroused during this type of spanking.  After the demo, she asked Amy to administer the remaining portion of the maintenance spanking and to keep going until Cindy told her to stop.  Amy seemed to be a quick study, because she was delivering good hard swats with the brush right from the beginning.  It was also at this stage that I realized that Amy was left handed (while Cindy is right handed).

After a short break, Cindy explained to Amy that the worst type of spanking she administers is a 'punishment' spanking, and that it is only given for good reason.  She explained that the type of spanking that Liz gave me the previous week would be considered a punishment spanking.  She also asked Amy if she remembers how Liz used her leg to clamp Larry's legs in place?  She explained to Amy that a properly administered punishment spanking requires that type of control due to the severity of the spanking.  She also explained to Amy that she has given me very few punishment spankings because she has found that the regular maintenance spankings keep me well behaved.  I was very thankful when Cindy also told Amy that she would not demonstrate a punishment spanking to her at that time, since Amy has already witnessed one and I don't deserve one at the moment.  My relief was short-lived though, because Cindy quickly added that perhaps she will invite Amy to participate in a punishment spanking the next time I deserve one.

We then took a break and ordered out for some pizza.  By the time the pizza came and we enjoyed dinner, Cindy decided that we had shared enough with Amy for one day.  She also shared with her that she understands that  Amy has lots of questions about things like tease&denial, ruined orgasms, and pegging.  She then suggested that we plan to get together soon and talk about the things that Mark is suggesting to her.  Cindy also suggested to Amy that she Google each of those topics before we get together.

After Amy departed, Cindy and I shared our reactions to the afternoon and evening.  We each were surprised at Liz's bluntness and desire to ask us about some very personal aspects of our sex life, and the fact that she has not talked with her fiance about any aspects of FLR.  We each also appreciated Amy's approach and her sensitivity to my thoughts.   We were each pleased at her willingness to open up to us and her desire to try to figure out what Mark is looking for.   Liz and Amy are certainly two very different people.

I also asked Cindy what she has in mind with respect to helping Amy understand the kinky aspects of FLR that Mark is suggesting to her.  Cindy smiled and said, "You'll see."


Tuesday, April 25, 2017

Cindy's Reflections - Our Evening with Liz and Amy

Larry asked me to post my side of the story about what happened Saturday night with Liz and Amy.  I quickly agreed that I needed to do so, especially considering all the comments that were posted concerning Larry being set up for what happened.

There is truth to the feeling that there was a set-up.  However, the intentions were not malicious and the outcome was not what anyone expected.  I met with Liz and Amy Saturday morning to talk about what I expected to happen Saturday night.  Those expectations included having a honest and candid conversation about our FLR and many of the kinky things that Larry and I enjoy.  They also included a demonstration of how I spank Larry and offering Liz and Amy an opportunity to spank him.  Liz made the suggestion that it would be fun to create a situation where she and Amy had a reason to spank Larry, to make it more "real".    As an idea, she suggested the idea of she and Amy dressing in a very revealing and provocative  manner and then creating "trumped" up charges that Larry had been staring at them and ogling them.  That would create a reason for them to spank Larry, which would make the evening seem more real.

I liked Liz's idea and we all thought it would be fun.  I hope everyone understands my intention was to have fun.   So, I decided to go along with it.  However, there were two factors that I didn't know about or consider.  The first was that I didn't anticipate that Larry would actually do what he was going to be falsely accused of.  When the charges were made by Liz and Amy, he didn't protest or deny them.  That completely surprised me.  And, when his pants were removed, it became apparent that he had been aroused.  I quickly realized that he was guilty.  I was initially disappointed and upset.  But, at that time, I didn't realize that his extent of his anxiety or the role that alcohol may have played in his behavior.

The second factor was that I didn't know that Liz was an experienced spanker and would spank Larry so severely.  She acknowledged her experience before she spanked him. But, I thought that was part of her role playing and I didn't really expect her to be so severe. When I realized how far she was taking it, I told her to stop.

Larry and I have talked about all of this a lot. We are both OK with what happened.  Larry initially didn't like having been set up.  However, he has also come to realize that it even thought it was a set-up, he fell for it and behaved improperly.  He has also acknowledged that he deserved to be punished.

As a result of this situation, I have come to realize that I have to be careful about how I allow my friends to come into my relationship with Larry. Liz was not completely honest with me.  She and I have talked about that.  She now knows and understands that I will not tolerate that behavior on her part in the future.

I think it is important for me to share that I think Larry will acknowledge that, although he never wants to be spanked that hard again, he also accepts responsibility for what he did.  He has also shared with me that, except for the severe spanking, he found the entire evening very exciting.  There were a number of aspects of the evening with respect to witnessed nudity and spanking by my friends that we both found very exciting.  He also found the nipple torture to be very exciting.

Larry has also shared that he would love to be spanked by Amy again (and I am determined to teach her how to be more assertive and give a spanking that goes beyond being erotic and fun).  However, he also has serious reservations about being spanked by Liz.

I'd like to leave you with the understanding that Larry and I are OK with what happened.  I also want to share with you that my original agreement with Larry (about you know what with my bottom) still stands.  After we complete our next meeting with Liz and Amy on Sunday, he will have fulfilled his end of the bargain.  He will have fully earned what I agreed to allow.  I think I have as much anxiety about Larry taking me that way as he did about our meeting with Liz and Amy.  However, I hope that I will not resort to the use of alcohol to prepare for it.  And,  I am also confident that it will end up being a positive experience for both of us.  Larry is a wonderful, caring, and sensitive man.


Monday, April 24, 2017

Our Evening with Liz and Amy - Continued

When the three women returned to the living room, I was standing right where they had left me, wearing just my panties, garter belt and stockings.  Cindy was carrying a basket that contained a variety of items, most of which I could not see.

Cindy asked Liz and Amy to place the items from the basket on our coffee table.  While they were doing that, Cindy came over to me and began to share some of what was going to happen.  She explained that she had previously planned to demonstrate how she administers a maintenance spanking for Liz and Amy.  However, due to my behavior, it was now going to be a punishment spanking.  She also let me know that since my behavior was directed towards Liz and Amy, she planned to allow Liz and Amy to spank me if they desired to do so.    That didn't surprise me.  However, I was surprised when she then explained that the punishment spanking was going to be just one part of my punishment.  She additionally explained that since my attention during the evening had been focused on Liz's and Amy's breasts as well as their behinds, they were going to direct significant attention to my nipples as well as to my ass.  "Somehow, that seems very appropriate, don't you agree?"  she added.  As she finished talking to me, she reached down and grabbed my crotch.  "You don't seem quite so aroused anymore, do you?"  Even before she did that, it was obvious by just looking at my panties that my cock had shriveled to a small size.  The situation I was in took away any sexual feelings I had previously enjoyed.

Cindy then asked Liz to bring a dining room chair with arms into the living room.  It was placed in the middle of the room and I was directed to sit on it.  I quickly found my wrists bound to the arms of the chair and a blindfold placed over my eyes.   Cindy then explained that Liz and Amy were going to shave my chest and then apply nipple clamps to my breasts.  (I later learned that this was Liz's idea).

As they moved around me while shaving my chest, I periodically felt one or both them allow their breasts to lightly graze  my head or shoulders.  I think it was mostly Liz, but wasn't sure.  I suspected that this was intentional.   During this process they both made a point of pinching and twisting my nipples periodically.  When the shaving was complete I then felt clamps being applied to each nipple and in a circle around each nipple.  I later realized that these were plastic, spring-loaded clothespins.  During this process I began to realize that I was getting aroused.  I tried to suppress it, but couldn't.  To make matters worse, Liz realized that I was beginning to get an erection and quickly pointed it out to Amy and Cindy.  Liz quickly commented that I must like the feeling of being restrained and being subjected to the whims of the three of them.

Cindy then came over and used her hands to tease my package and make it even harder.  "He is excited", she declared, "but it will quickly disappear when he goes over my knee for a punishment spanking".  Cindy then untied me and removed my blindfold.  She turned to Liz and Amy and suggested that they remove my clamps before we begin the spanking.  The two of them slowly removed the clips one at a time, letting the pain sink in as blood flowed back into the tissues around my nipples.

While they were removing the clamps, I realized that our ottoman had been placed next to the coffee table and  that the coffee table was covered with our many spanking implements.  Cindy sat down in the ottoman and directed me to come to her.  After removing my panties, she guided me over her lap with my legs spread, fully exposing me.  She then proceeded to lightly spank my cock, teasing me about being excited.  After getting me fully erect, she told Liz and Amy to watch how quickly she could make it go away.  She then started spanking me with a bamboo paddle that stings like crazy.  My erection quickly disappeared.  Cindy proceeded to spank me with a variety of other implements, and had me pleading with her to stop.  However, I felt like she was going easy on me compared to what she could have done.

After a time she asked Amy and Liz if they would like to spank me.  Both agreed and Liz suggested that Amy go first.  Amy took Cindy's place on the hassock and selected our black ebony hairbrush as her implement of choice.   She then told me to lay across her lap for my spanking.   Keeping my legs together as I went over her lap, it allowed my dick to remain in front of me.  Given the short length of her skirt, it ended up lying directly against her pantyhose covered thighs.  This was not intentional on my part, but just the way it happened.  As Amy began to spank and I moved around, the result was what you would expect.  Amy wasn't spanking me very hard.  That coupled with the the stimulation from the pantyhose quickly produced another erection.  When Amy realized what was happening, she immediately made me get off of her.  "Look at what you're doing to my hose", she exclaimed as she pointed out a small wet spot from precum.

Cindy looked at me as if to say "What in the world do you think you are doing?"  Liz quickly joined in and told Amy not to worry.  "When I get done, I promise that he won't showing any signs of life down there."  She then turned to Cindy and asked "May I have the honor of spanking your husband in a way that will teach him a lesson?"   Cindy quickly agreed and Amy appeared ready to be done with trying to spank me.

Liz took a look at the implements on the coffee table and selected the wooden bath brush, my most hated implement.   After sitting down, she took me over her left thigh and immediately used her right leg as a clamp over my legs.  It was then that I knew I was in trouble.  Liz quickly confirmed my assessment when she said to Cindy, "I don't think I ever shared this with you, but I dated a man a few years ago that needed to be spanked.  And, I got pretty good at delivering the hard type of spankings he liked.  I think that is exactly what Larry needs right now.  May I have your permission?"  After Cindy gave her the OK, Liz went to work with the bath brush.  She started out slowly, but firmly, spanking first one cheek and then the other.  She was also moving the striking spot on each cheek around as she alternately spanked them.  I was handling that as best I could when she commented "Now it's time to get down to business."  With that she increased the intensity and the speed.  She also changed her technique.  Instead of alternating between cheeks, she started delivering multiple blows to the exact same spot on one cheek before changing to the other cheek to deliver multiple blows in the same spot.  When she started doing that, I put my right hand back to try to stop the onslaught.  Liz quickly grabbed it by the wrist and held me tight.

I don't know how long this continued.  All I know is that I was trying my hardest to endure the pain and pleading with her to stop.  I heard Cindy say "That's enough Liz" and she finally stopped,   At that point my body went completely limp across her lap and I heard Liz say to Cindy and Amy that she's sure I received the message this time.

After I slowly removed myself from Liz's lap, Cindy suggested that I go to our bedroom and get dressed, and to then rejoin them in the living room.  When I came back, the three of them each had a glass of wine and were conversing about Female Led Relationships and the benefits of spanking as discipline.  Amy was saying that she didn't think she could spank anyone as hard as Liz spanked me.  To which Cindy commented that she hasn't found it necessary to spank me that severely.  And then she added that her mother apparently spanks her father that hard.  She then explained how she uses weekly maintenance spankings to make sure I know she will spank me harder when she needs to do so.

By this time it was getting a bit late and I think we were all exhausted emotionally from what had taken place.  I know I was.  I was glad to hear Cindy suggest that we call it a night, but plan to regather as soon as possible to continue the FLR discussion.  She indicated that there are still a number of things that she'd like to share with them.  Liz and Amy also indicated that they still have questions for both Cindy and me.  Plans were made to gather again next Sunday night.

After Liz and Amy left, Cindy and I had a long talk about what happened that night.  The evening's activities were not what either one of us expected.  We plan to share more about that. However, it is going to take us some time, so please be patient.  I was off work today, but we have a busy week coming up.  I promise to find the time at some point to explain more about what happened.  I'm sure there will also be more to share about our conversations with Liz and Amy next Sunday evening.


Sunday, April 23, 2017

Our Evening with Liz and Amy

Saturday turned out to be the day! The evening was not at all what I expected, due to my own fault, and Cindy informed me this morning that I am required to begin posting about it today.  It will probably take multiple posts to include everything that happened and what will happen in the future as a result of last night.

Saturday afternoon shortly after 4:00 PM, Cindy advised me that Liz and Amy would be arriving at 6:00 PM for a light dinner.  She also strongly advised me that  I needed to shower, make other necessary preparations (her code words to use a disposable enema) and be appropriately dressed before they arrive.  And, she shared that she thought wearing a garter belt and stockings with my panties would be a nice touch.  When I asked if we could remove my cage, she replied "Of course not, I plan to let them see it on you."

I did as she directed and managed to have a couple of beers to calm my nerves before the doorbell rang.  When I opened the door, I was a bit surprised to see how sexy Liz and Amy were dressed.  Liz was wearing skin tight black slacks with a sheer, silky blouse that left nothing to the imagination with respect to her breasts and cleavage.  Amy had on a very short, tight skirt that didn't go more than an inch or two below her ass and a nylon shell that revealed her cleavage along with glimpses of a very lacy bra.  I should probably also explain that both women are as beautiful as Cindy with curves in all the right places.  It was difficult to take my eyes off of them.  Cindy quickly joined us and I hadn't previously seen what she was wearing.  It was equally sexy, consisting of my favorite short tight skirt that clings to her beautiful bottom, leaving nothing to the imagination, and a thin pullover sweater that proudly displayed her long, hard nipples which appeared to be fully erect.   The three of them were absolutely gorgeous.  In my mind at that time,  I was going to enjoy an evening of lovely eye candy.  Big mistake on my part!

After getting everyone a glass of wine, we all stayed in the kitchen while Cindy finished up dinner preparations.  The conversation was light and focused on our daily lives.  No one mentioned the 'elephant in the room' (Female Led Relationships) until we sat down at the table for dinner.  At that time, Cindy broke the ice and jumped right into it.  As a way of introduction and to make sure we all knew the same background, she shared with all of us that since Liz and Amy each recently became engaged, they have been asking her questions about our FLR.  She also shared that she has been very candid with them about the relationship that the two of us enjoy, as well as our focus on spanking and kinky sex.  Finally, she shared that this evening would provide an opportunity for Liz and Amy to learn much more about our FLR, especially how I feel about it and see first hand how she provides leadership to our marriage.

As we began talking, it immediately became apparent to me that Liz was fairly dominant and definitely interested in pursuing a FLR with her fiance.  Amy seemed a little more laid back, but still asked some very directed and insightful questions of both Cindy and me.  Areas of discussion went well beyond basic FLR topics and included some very candid discussions concerning various aspects of our sex life (frequency, positions, who decides, oral sex, masturbation, just to name a few), as well as our use of spanking.  Cindy showed them our signed FLR agreement (Relationship Agreement).  She also explained how we openly communicate about our sexual fantasies and desires, and showed them our chart of sexual fantasies that we have discussed and rated (See this post).

The topic of masturbation came up as we were finishing dinner and preparing to move to the living room.  Cindy and I each shared how we enjoy watching each other masturbate to learn more about how the other gets pleasured.  Before we went further, we each decided to take another glass of wine with us, which was very dumb on my part.  I had already enjoyed two beers before they arrived, a glass of wine in the kitchen, and two glasses with dinner. All of that proved to be a huge mistake on my part.  And, I never got to enjoy that last glass of wine.

As we moved into the living room, I was talking with Liz and she caught me staring at her chest.  She loudly pronounced "Eyes up higher Larry.  Why are you so intrigued by my breasts, especially given the lovely ones that Cindy has?"  Cindy's ears heard the comment and immediately asked what is going on.  Liz shared with everyone that she had noticed that all evening my eyes have frequently been directed towards her breasts or towards Amy's behind.  To which Amy added, "and to my breasts and Liz's behind.  I feel like we are constantly being undressed by his eyes."  I quickly realized that I had been enjoying too much eye candy.  Damn those beers and the wine I drank.

Cindy asked me for an explanation.  Stupidly, I made a response that was something like "How can I resist, given the way they are dressed."   That was a big mistake.  All three of them responded at once and I couldn't begin to understand what they were saying.  However, I knew I was in big trouble.

Cindy quickly pulled me aside and asked me if I understood how stupid I was.  She then tried to share with me how much I had humiliated her and treated her friends like sexual objects to be ogled.  I will always remember the next words she spoke:  "I love you, but you are in deep shit right now.  And, you are going to pay a price."

Cindy then quickly took charge of the situation.  She got everyone to quiet down and asked me if there was anything that I would like to say.  I may have been slightly drunk and stupid, but I was smart enough to know that this was my opportunity to try to apologize.  I attempted to do so, but I was not very successful.  My credibility was blown by that time.  I strongly suspect that there wasn't anything I could have said that would have made any difference.

When I finished, Cindy looked at me and calmly advised me that I should forget everything we had talked about and agreed upon.  She then explained that my crude behavior made everything different.  She also made it clear that I deserved to be punished and that she planned to allow Liz and Amy to participate in my punishment. She made it clear to all of us that my behavior was an assault to each of them.

Cindy then directed me to remove my shirt, trousers, and shoes. and stand in the middle of the living room. Once I was there she approached me and quickly noticed that the front of my panties were a bit wet with precum.  She pointed it out to Liz and Amy by saying something like, "I see you must have been enjoying the view all evening, based on the condition of your panties."  She then slowly lowered my panties to my knees let Liz and Amy have a good close look at my caged penis, as she explained how and why she uses it.  She then demonstrated to them how it is removed.  By that time my dick felt like a dried prune as she removed the cage.

Cindy then pulled my panties back up and directed me to stay right where I was until the three of them returned.   They then departed and left me to wonder what they would plan for me.

They left me there for over half an hour.  Lots of thoughts went through my head, none of them good.  When they returned, it quickly became clear to me that Cindy had punishment in mind, as opposed to continuing the discussion about our FLR.

Thankfully, Cindy has reviewed what I have written so far and, after requiring me to make a few modifications,  has indicated that I can pause at this point.  However,she has made it clear that I must continue to share the rest of the story.  I am grateful to be able to stop right now.  However, I am also anxious because Liz and Amy are returning to our home tonight to continue discussing details of our FLR.


Thursday, April 20, 2017

Decision Time

I have made my decision.  I'm sure that no one will be surprised to learn that I have agreed to what Cindy proposed.  From your comments (which I really appreciate), I sense that some of you thought this decision was a "no brainer", and some of you understood my hesitations but still knew I would accept the offer.

I will try to explain why I had to think about it.  When I thought with the brain between my legs, it was a "no brainer".  I would get to achieve my dream of having anal sex with Cindy.  And, the cost didn't seem very high.  It involves a kinky night with Cindy and her two best friends.  And,they already know about our relationship and one has already seen me spanked.  So, on that level, it was a "no brainer".

However, when I thought with the brain in my head, the major concern I had was how far Cindy would go.  We both relate to Strict Julie Spanks.  I suspect that those of you who follow Strict Julie may understand my hesitation.   I love Strict Julie in my fantasies.  But, I also understand that she is wildly kinky.  Even though I find them very exciting in my fantasy world, some of the things she has done with David take things further than I am ready to deal with in reality at this time.  She has also taken some extremely hard spankings herself and administered some very tough spankings to David. I had to consider that.  She has also allowed other women to administer very hard discipline to David. Since Cindy relates very strongly to Julie's blog, it caused me to pause about this offer.

The only limitations that Cindy shared with me with concerning her girl friends prior to tonight was that there would be no sexual contact. She also previously told me that no activities between her and me are off the table. That made me think that she might plan to extract a price from me to be able to enjoy having sex in her beautiful, petite, and curvaceous bottom. I am aware that she has never had anal sex and she is very hesitant about how it will feel.  Yet, she knows how much I crave it, which made me wonder what that price might be. In a way, that makes it all the more exciting for me, and I suspect for her.

Before making my final decision Cindy and I talked more about what she expects of me.  The answer I received included the following:
  • Cindy's friends, Liz and Amy, will be invited to our home for dinner, discussion, and some play time.  The goal will be to share information about our relationship with Liz and Amy and to allow them to see how it actually works.
  • I will be expected to honestly and candidly answer any questions they have about our Female Led Relationship and my feelings about it.
  • I must willingly and cheerfully follow any directions that Cindy, Liz, and Amy give me (unless Cindy decides that something Liz or Amy requests is inappropriate.
  • Cindy will not require me to do anything that is on our list of discussed activities that I have not rated at least a 5 or higher (See this post) .  Note:  I have recently reviewed our list and there are a lot of things that I rated 5 or higher from a fantasy standpoint.  The way she explained it also caused me to realize that she may suggest items we have not discussed.
  • Cindy will not allow any sexual contact between Liz or Amy and me, including even touching my genitals.  However, that does not preclude them touching other parts of my body or spanking me.
The bottom line (no pun intended) is that I fully trust my wonderful wife.  After our conversation this evening, I am convinced that she will not expect more of me than what I can handle.  And, she seems to want to find a way to give me a gift.  So, those were the penultimate factors that allowed me to make my decision to proceed.

After I shared my decision with Cindy, she told me that she will set things up with Liz and Amy.  She also indicated that she plans to give me no more than two hours notice before Liz and Amy arrive at our home for dinner.  She did share that it should happen within the next week.


Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Larry's Reflections - and a New Proposal from Cindy

Cindy knew that I was dragging my feet with respect to posting about the surprise she provided over a week ago.  I'm not sure why I was procrastinating.  It wasn't because I was uncomfortable sharing what happened.  I enjoyed the evening very much, with the exception of the final orgasm.  That was quite uncomfortable, but also exciting.  It was one of those things that you love to hate.  The Magic Wand vibrator is a powerful toy!  The prostate massager was also very effective.  I think I could have held off if it hadn't been for that constant stimulation.  So, I am appreciative that Cindy shared the details of the evening for me.  I wish I could have achieved a different outcome.  I would have loved to have met her challenge and survived the required fifteen minutes of teasing.
That would have provided me with the opportunity to achieve the fantasy that currently occupies my mind most days:  having anal sex with Cindy.  She has an amazingly cute, tight bottom that drives me crazy, and she knows it.  And, she knows how to use it to tease me.  This photo is not of her, but it looks just like her.  

Last night, Cindy proposed another option to me that would allow me to achieve my ultimate fantasy.  The new proposal involves her two closest girl friends (Liz and Amy) who are each currently engaged with weddings planned for this Fall.  They each know about our FLR relationship and are very curious about it.  And, I have been spanked in the presence of Liz shortly after Cindy and I married (I was rude to Cindy and Liz in our home, so I quickly found myself over Cindy's knee for a spanking in front of Liz).  

Cindy's proposal involves Liz and Amy coming to our home for dinner and an evening of sharing details of our FLR with them.  Cindy has indicated that I must comply with her every request that evening.  She is not willing to provide complete details of what that could mean.  But, she has shared that it will require me to dress as she requests, remove my clothing as she desires, be spanked in front of,  and possibly by Liz and Amy.  She has also shared that it might include masturbating in front of them.  She has also shared with me that I must do whatever she asks of me.  The only limitation she has included is that Liz and Amy will not be permitted to have any sexual contact with me, such as handling my cock and balls. When I asked Cindy if the evening might include being pegged by her in front of Liz and Amy, she told me that nothing between her and me would be off the table.

If I agree and fulfill my end of the bargain, Cindy has promised an evening for me to have my way with her in any way I want, including anal sex.

My only hesitation is that Cindy and I have been following Strict Julie Spanks.  It is a blog that we both find exciting.  However, I also realize that Julie and her husband are further along in their relationship than Cindy and me.  Julie is also a VERY kinky, creative lady.  Knowing that Cindy has read much of her blog,  it causes me to pause before I agree to this proposal.  I also realize that Cindy and I are also very kinky and I find the things that Julie and her husband do are quite exciting.

Cindy has given me until Thursday night to make a decision.  If I don't make a decision by then, the offer if off the table.


Monday, April 17, 2017

Cindy Shares: Larry's First Surprise

Hi everyone.  In a recent post I mentioned that I had a few surprises planned for Larry.  A little over a week ago I decided to provide the first one.  Since Larry has not yet posted anything about it, I have decided to do so.  I feel like I am entering new territory by telling the story first, but I am comfortable doing so because  Larry will be the one who actually posts it to the blog for me.  I just write the post, and give it to Larry to post.  Even though we live in an FLR, I like that, because it is Larry's blog.  He decides what is posted.  It is not something that I need to control.  So, if you see this, you will know that he is OK with it.

It was a Saturday night.  After dinner, I advised Larry that he should use a disposable enema, put on a pair of sheer panties, and meet me in our extra bedroom.  The words about using an enema were 'code' words that I am sure made him think I planned to peg him.  But, that was far from my plans.  When Larry arrived in the extra bedroom, he found a spanking chair and our mattress based bondage system installed on the bed.  He also saw a variety of toys on the dresser, but no sign of a strapon dildo.  When I arrived, he quickly looked to see if I was wearing a strap-on and I could tell that he was surprised to see that I was not.  I think he was surprised to realize that I didn't plan to peg him.

His surprise was just beginning.  I sat on the spanking chair and took him over my lap (after taking off his chastity cage).  I love spanking his bottom when he is wearing sheer panties.  I also love reaching between his legs and teasing him through the panties.  I gave him an extensive erotic spanking which resulted in him being very excited (which was what I really wanted).

When I ended the spanking, I shared with him my plans for the evening.  He never expected what I shared.  I explained to him that I was presenting him with a challenge.  He has been bugging me lately to allow him to have anal sex with me.  So, the challenge was something that he would have to do to earn what he wanted.  He would be bound to the bed on his back.  I would tease and stimulate him with my hand and mouth.  If he could survive fifteen minutes without cumming, he would earn the privilege of anal sex.  However, if he failed, he would lose that privilege and I would have my way with him for the rest of the night.  I also shared with him that at any point he could say "Pause" and I would stop what I was doing for five seconds.  However, he could only do that up to five times.  Also, at any point, he could say "Stop".  If he did that, the game was over and he would immediately go back into his cage and it would not be removed for at least one week.

Larry seemed to like the odds of being able to achieve this goal and quickly agreed.  From the look of his penis, it was also clear that he found the idea quite exciting (which I was counting on).  Then the first surprise happened.  Before securing him to the bed I directed him to go to the top dresser drawer and bring me what was in it.  He found a new toy ... a vibrating prostrate massager, and a tube of lube.  When he brought them to me, I took him back over my lap and carefully lubed and inserted the massager in his bottom.  I then secured him to the bed face up with his arms and legs spread and bound.  I then turned on the prostate toy, which caused Larry to claim that this was unfair since I hadn't told him about it.  However, the protest fell on my deaf ears.  And, it was clear that he was very aroused.

After doing a little striptease for Larry (down to his favorite lingerie:  bra, panties, garter belt, and stockings), I started a timer for 15 minutes on my cell phone and showed it to Larry.  I didn't let him see it again, so he never knew how much time had elapsed or what he had left.  I than began to tease his penis, first with my tongue and lips.  He called "Pause" after less than 2 minutes.  After 5 seconds I resumed, this time using my finger tips on the head of his penis.  I could tell that it was going to be easy to push him over the edge whenever I desired, so I paced my teasing.  Still, he used up the rest of his "Pauses" in less than 10 minutes.  Of course he didn't know that he still had 5 minutes to go.

As we approached 12 minutes, I could tell that he was ready to lose it at any time.  I guess he did, too, because all of a sudden he said "Stop".  I was surprised by that, but I immediately stopped.  However, he had waited too long.  He was twitching and within 5 seconds after I stopped, cum started dribbling out of his penis.  So, the game did not end.  Because he had an orgasm, I was going to have my way with him the rest of the evening.  And that was something that I planned to enjoy.  I also planned to do it in a way that I thought Larry would enjoy as well.

Using my fingers, I scooped up his cum and had him lick it off as I told him the types of things I planned to do to him.  I knew that doing both of those things would be very exciting to Larry. As I suspected, it didn't take long for him get another erection.  After removing my panties so he could enjoy the view, I straddled his head and used my mouth to slowly bring him to another orgasm.  I was sure he would need more time to recover this time, so I left the room for about a half hour before returning to check on him.  When I came back, I began to use my hands to tease him and turned the prostate massager back on.  He quickly came back to life again.  This time, I decided to ride him cowgirl style, knowing that he would probably last a long time.  That gave me the opportunity to have my own first orgasm before Larry achieved his third.  After another 30 minute pause, I managed to bring him back to life and used my hands to cause his fourth climax, although it took a while.  After another lengthy pause, Larry was showing a little life, but not much.  So, I brought out our Magic Wand vibrator.  When I turned it on, I heard Larry groan.  Again, it took a while, but it finally caused Larry's fifth orgasm of the night.  However, nothing came out of his penis.  It was like he had the dry heaves.

At this point, I told Larry that I thought I should have at least a second orgasm.  After releasing him from the bed bondage, I laid down on the bed and let him orally pleasure me.  I was pleased to see how much enthusiasm he had for it and I rewarded him fairly quickly with a significant orgasm.  We then showered together to relax and settled into bed.  It was not a surprise that we each slept very soundly that night.


Sunday, April 2, 2017

Cindy's Reflections - Panties, Chastity, Pegging ... and Things to Come

Larry has shared a lot in his past few posts.  I thought I should try to share a few of my thoughts on each topic ... so here goes.

Larry's Panty and Lingerie Fetish

I love that Larry enjoys wearing panties. I view it as an open sign of his submissiveness.  I also find it very sexy to see his package through the sheer nylon.  And, I enjoy seeing how excited he becomes when I dress up in vintage lingerie for him.  He can hardly control himself sometimes.  On one occasion, he actually lost control and shot all over my thighs when I had him over my lap for a spanking while I was wearing a panty girdle with garters and stockings.  Until I met Larry, I don't think I really understood how powerful the visual stimulation is for men.  It makes it so easy to sexually tease him.


I never expected to need to use the chastity device my mother gave me at my wedding shower.  However, I changed my mind after realizing that Larry was masturbating to porn rather than having sex with me.  It has proven to be very effective and I think that Larry appreciates me taking control in this way.   However, I want to be very clear that I don't believe in using the chastity cage to punish Larry or deprive him of sex.  I want us each to enjoy sex with each other and want each of to want to provide the other with pleasure as often as possible.   He and I are very sexual individuals and I don't want to thwart our desire for each other.  I also understand that sometimes Larry may need to masturbate (just like I do).  But, we had each agreed that we wouldn't do that alone.  This just assures that Larry tells me if he needs to do that for whatever reason.  He still gets to do it, but I get to watch and be part of it.  I do the same for him.  It may sound odd, but I think we each enjoy watching the other masturbate.  I love that it gives me an opportunity to observe and learn more about what type of stimulation is exciting to Larry.

So, I think it is safe to say that wearing the chastity device has not reduced the amount of sexual activity Larry enjoys or the frequency we have sex together.  It just makes sure we work together and takes some of the temptation away from Larry.

I also find that the cage also gives me more ways to effectively sexually tease him.  We have been exploring tease and denial activities, which I learned is another one of Larry's fantasy fetishes.  We don't really practice tease and denial, because I don't ever want Larry to feel that I want to deny his sexual needs.  What I do like to do is tease and delay his sexual pleasure.  I find that when I do that, the sexual experience is even more powerful for him.  I think that he is also discovering that the same type of approach with me can be very powerful.


Pegging has become a very interesting part of our sex life lately.  I'm very proud of Larry being willing to share this aspect of our sex life.  I really appreciated reading all of the comments to Larry's last post.  There are so many dynamics to this activity.  The comments received are helping me to better understand some of them.  There are the male submission issues and the sexual pleasure issues for the male (I am just beginning to try to understand the role of the prostate in the male sexual world).  And, of course there are the female domination issues.  I also find that using a Feeldoe dildo that contains a bulb to be inserted into my vagina and a place to insert a small vibrator bullet is a wonderful way for both of us to receive sexual pleasure.  I'm still working on developing my pelvic muscles to hold it in place, but it is so much fun for both of us.

Once again, I've managed to ramble more than I probably should.  But, I'm happy to help in this sharing process with Larry.  I like being able to supplement what he wants to share.  I'm also hoping to help him feel comfortable in sharing more.  I'm glad that he has started talking more about what we are currently doing.

As a little tease, and a challenge to Larry, we have recently been talking about increasing the variety and intensity of some of our play.  We are both pretty kinky and open.  We are also both developing a good comfort level of trust with each other as a relatively newly married couple.  I have some fun ideas that I want to try out with my wonderful husband.  I suspect that whether or not Larry shares what happens in the next few weeks will tell me how comfortable he is with it.

I should also say that Larry has no clue about the specifics I am now thinking about.  So, when I sent this document  to him to post, it was my first 'tease' to him :-). (Sorry, sweetie. I love you!)